Walk on.

When you hit the coast, I hope you think of me.

you're a chance-taker, heart-breaker, got-me-wrapped-around-your-finger

It's taking an amazing amount of self-control not to un-paper my first birthday gift. It's just sitting there. "Unwrap me!" Haha it sucks to turn 18. Anyway apparently Mr Loke isn't the only one who's noticed I've been strangely chipper these few days.

"Therese, are you... Emotionally involved?"
"By involved you mean?"
"Like with a man, what else could I mean?"
"Oh, no. Decidedly not. Why'd you ask?"
"Nothing, you just seem happier now compared to a few weeks ago."

Big Ong made my day! I like it when people tell me I look like I'm in a good mood. Cause that means I'm happy without trying. If someone tells me I look down, I feel down about it.

I'm gonna leave this here, until it truly sinks in.

If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she wont be amazing. If she's worth it, you won't give up. If you give up, you're not worthy.

Because I'm busy as fuck.

Silence the song that seduces you.

Oh no. There are so many oh no's in my head right now. What kind of fuckery is this.

[HD] Noisettes - Atticus (Live - New Pop Festival 2009)

Just. Oh my.

Burnt every single bridge.

I'm thankful that yesterday was such a good day. I slept way early last night of course, to make up for Friday. But I feel awesome now so I can safely say the stayover was a success! Last evening I met August at whitesands so that I could bring him to loyang point for kickass chocolate waffles :D I had a good time, even though we have strangely lousy karma when it comes to public transport. Oh I ran into Dana too, hopefully someday she catches me with my real boyfriend so she can stop wrongly guessing. Anyway all in all, I managed to unload alot of psycho analysis crap that I've been spinning up in my head on august so I'm pretty chipper today.

Gots to go for math tuition.
Choose greatness!

Wah raining sial.

There are six billion people on this planet...

5.30am and I'm very much alive. I laud myself for being so productive today :) there is hope yet! Adventures of Patches & Stupid surely was quite amusing. Oh look. Jason is doing push ups now. The commando thing haunts him, haha. Okay my sentences don't intersect anywhere on a venn diagram at all.

Hugs & kisses.

Discuss whether fiscal policy is the most effective way for Singapore to sustain a successful economy.

I don't feel like studying. Rarr. I'm sitting in this freezing LT and while my classmates enjoy their heated debate over stats, my brain tells me "you can't do this, stop studying and do somethin you love." I wish I could, but weak is my élan for breaking moulds and defying convention. I am painfully normal.

Oh by the way, I won't be home tonight so you probably won't see me online or anything. Get me on my mobile.

AHHHHHHHH!!!!! HOW COOL IS THIS SHOW?!?!?!?!?!

I died. Seriously died. Just watching the trailor. ELLEN PAGE, my closet lesbian crush. Is this show even coming to cinemas here?? I can already hear all the witty quotable quotes and kickass/inyourfacemofo punch lines in my head. I think I might be going insane.

The Geriatric Ward - iThink about uLike all the time

Insomnia is a kind of torture. Because while the world is fast asleep, you're up all alone, your mind buzzing with every random thought in the universe. And sometimes the thoughts will reach a standstill, and your mind goes blank. It is during this silent moment that you realise how alone you are.

A WORLD FULL OF YES!

And if tonight is my last, what'd I gotta do? Am I the caller of your keep? Am I the catcher of your fall? Am I the staller of your gaze?

Today was a feel-good day :) But he still puzzles me cause I don't know what he's thinking. Oh how frustrate.

fail la. too many things going on at the same time.

my aching knees just reminded me

I RAN 8KM TODAY.

WHO'S A ROCKSTAR!

Laura Izibor, Shine

Let the sun shine on your face,
Let it shine on you, let it shine on you :)

He's no good for you, BABY YOU KNOW IT!

"Says he loves you but he can't show it. I know how you're feeling, I've been there before. Gave him your body, gave him your soul, gave him your mind, all your secrets you told for nothing. But the worst is over now. You've said goodbye, that means the worst is over now."

Thank you!

I'm being a bitch because I can. Hey might as well face it, you're addicted to love <3

WELL, today was Day 1 of intensive remedial, and can I just say, I LOVE IT! This is how school should have been from the start :D

Peace, y'all.

In Real Life.

Time is a continuously and irreversibly scarce resource. Thus whom you give it to, how much you give, and when you give it are important variables in communicating your feelings to others. In general, whom we spend it with is often taken as a signal of whom we care about.

Therese Messed Up says (10:50 PM):
haha just so you know, kissing abilities and good diction have no correlation whatsoever.although i'm good at both

augustine says (10:50 PM):
you did not just say that

Oh yes I did, and I guess I will miss some people fo' sho.

Superhuman

The reason why I'm so afraid, is because I've never had to work hard for anything before.

This is the closure I've so needed.

You're Gonna Miss Me, Lulu and the Lampshades

up the spout! how cutezz was that.

Try a little tenderness

help me i don't know what i;m doing

I can't do this by myself anymore.

Pain, aching, I ought to tell someone but I thought I had it under control! It's fucking with my head. Stupid technology. I hate everything about it. Why do I keep stumbling onto these things that tear me down. I am weaker with every passing thought. No I'm not strong, no I can't move along, no alone is the last place I need to be at. Tears and heartache. I'm so good at telling people don't worry I've got it. I'm honed in the art of convincing you that I'm an empowered, independent, infallible individual.

Ugh this is shameful.

I'm being pathetic.

But you know that feeling don't you? I just want to cry into someone's shoulder. For awhile.

You make me feel like a natural woman.

I love my Portable Music Device!<3

This morning I sneaked into the old condo to go for a morning swim. I did 32 long laps in like.. an hour. Haha you can say languid again. Well after that I sat on the deckchair, plugged into my PMD and soaked up the morning. I read a few more articles from my outdated issue of The Economist. I took the bus home after my hair was dried by the sun.

Anyway, y'know what I feel? I feel like... Like...

Like I've just stepped through a tiny door that leads to this humongous room that's all echoey and booming. And there are writings on the wall. Intricate lines waiting to be read. Like I need to read every single word and remember them forever. Because I want to know everything. I want to explore every corner. There are paintings that need to be looked at, riddles which need to be answered. Like I have to connect all the dots. And solve all the mysteries.

Thank you for letting me in.

Does anybody really know what time it is?

It was a murder, but not a crime.

Incredibly uninspired. That's how I've been feeling.

Aha here's another one :)

Yes, I was burnt, but I call it a lesson learnt!

He'll tell you I don't believe in losing ;)

SO. Not-that-shiny report card for prelims. People around me are dissolving into disbelieving individuals with no drive or hope. WHY! I shall resolve never to let myself be that way. Listen, friends. We're gonna have to take the papers anyways, so don't waste effort/time dwaddling in despair and darkness. Buy new stationery, re-organize your papers, rearrange your furniture, do what it takes to get back on track okay? Most of all, talk to someone who believes in you. That person probably ain't me, but hey, you have someone. Everyone has someone.

My mum believes in me, that much I can count on :)

I'm not usually so bright and shiny. Usually I'm more every-silver-lining-has-a-cloud rather than the other way around. BUT at this crucial point of your life, don't allow yourself to be wrecked by pathetic lack of faith. It's freaking tough, I know. It's so insanely hard to be motivated EVERY SINGLE DAY. But you can be. I can be. I choose to be!

Angie, when will all those clouds all disappear?

Please don't worry bout me, I'm fine. Only gonna play the fool one time! So don't call no
more, it's not appreciated by anyone.

Therese and her amzing PORTABLE MUSIC DEVICE.

I'm blogging on it right now :) and I'm in bed not in school. Which probably shouldn't be announced with such gusto. Can't be healthy. But anyways, the thing about laclustre prelim results, is that it makes you wanna stop the train, get off and go home. I can't take the speed that it's moving in. It's not even frustrating, it's just out of control. Honestly, won't someone stop this train?

I'm only good at being young.
But don't stop this train.
Don't for a minute change the place you're in.
You'll never stop this train.