27 October 2006

"Just think, two more freakin' days and i'll be out of this hell hole." A pair of four-inched suede heels earn themselves a few meaningful stares as it clicks across the tiled flooring.

Click. Click. Click. Click.

"I know! It's so screwed up. Don't worry, that's exactly what i would've done." The heels come to an abrupt stop. They swivel around and wait, silently.

"It's that guy i was telling you about! He's here! Behind the counter! Okay okay i'll catch you later." The phone snaps shut.

Click. Click. Click. Click.

The presence of the heels fade away and things start to move again,sounds return.

24 October 2006

a collective sigh

just found out i missed the wake. it was the one last thing i could have done for her but now i can't. Why doesn't anyone tell me anything!

22 October 2006

mixed signals

i'm rooming with yixiu, ching and kaki in perth!:) yay. i can't wait. thinking of it makes me happy:)

21 October 2006

forget the tears, not the pain

have all my results for this term already, though somehow they don't seem so significant anymore. not with all that has happened.

it's time to stop crying and move on.
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life.
i don't understand why, and i won't stop asking.
i don't think it's fair, and i won't stop screaming.
but i will remember, i will remember.

19 October 2006

two moments of silence

This post is in honour of Priyanka M. Shah, a dear friend who left too soon.

She was my partner at trainings, a great team mate. She was an excellent GK and always gave her best in every game. Then she left for TJC after sec 2. But she remained a true friend, one whom i'll never forget.

close your eyes, dry your tears
and when the world's insincere,
you'll be safe here.

17 October 2006

the rain won't ever stop

okay we all know the previous post wasn't by me. sounds far too um.. un-intellectual, for lack of a better word:)

16 October 2006

-

hahahaha.

re re!! you crazy fool.

too bad i crashed her house to watch movies

hoho.

anyway its boring cuz she has ran out of movies to watch and she's trying to paint my toenails.

a big failure i say.

i confisicated her weapon of mass destruction A.K.A : nail varnish

horrible.

mean i don't mind if its black but no... its some gay colour.

hahahahaahhahaha

and im not patriotic!!!!!!!!!

its a quarter.

so find a penny pick it up and all day long you'll have good luck.

hahaha. lao pok pok la you re ree =]]]]]]

14 October 2006

and yes, i've dreamt of you too

heard the bad news yet? training starts next tuesday. i'm sorry i had to be the one to tell you, we've done all we could.

okay i'm joking. i LOVE training, can't wait for it. i mean i've missed ms lee oh-so-terribly. who wouldn't? hmm? haha. ok who am i tryin' to kid. (by the way, did you know the sight of painted nails typing away on the keyboard is a very big turn on? you didn't? well now you do:) trust me it is, especially if you've got a thing for secetaries.. not that i do. just a hypothetical observation..) so yes, back to training.. we're going to have to work REAL HARD tk! don't stop til we're all the way to the top!:)

to all the sec threes: it's gonna be our last season together, treasure every moment!

13 October 2006

it's not enough

i love holidays. the perfect excuse to rot at home. or the perfect excuse to nip down town and indulge in a fuschia nail polish. very cute, very lolita. speaking of which, i went down to the library today to look for the book, lolita by vladimir nabokov. alas, the only copy they had was missing:( the only available ones were at jurong, amk and bedok regional library. bugger, i know. one day when i have the time i'll search for it. and i will get my hands on it!


and i wish that i could make you see,
that you're just the way you ought to be,
come down to me.

12 October 2006

honey why you callin' me so late?

Honey why are you crying is everything okay?
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud.

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name,
It sounds so sweet.
Coming from the lips of an angel,
Hearing those words it makes me weak.

11 October 2006

come down to me

EXAMS ARE OVER! Yipee!

man i feel free. well the haze has gone down and the sun is shining! what more could you ask for? i'm looking forward to getting my papers back. checking of scripts is always an exciting business:) so today after geog paper one we went to see mdm lenny. uneventful to say the least, we just wrote reflections and that was it. but we'll still get some sort of punishment.. eventually. do you really think they'd pass on a chance to see their happy little tkgians clean the toilet? hmm. me niether. haha.

07 October 2006

then again

i just watched 'the island' on HBO. i can get used to this whole cable tv thing:) was really nice.. great show. don't know why it was a flop. not to mention ewan mcgregor is HOT.

06 October 2006

"It's me. I have tendencies."

At this point the lady picks up her cold coffee and takes a sip, a purely habitual action. The bell on the doorknob chimes as a good-looking man steps in, wearing a sharply tailored suit with gold cufflinks.

The lady turns her eyes from him and continues to stare out the window.

"I do it, not for want. But for need."

An odd smell shatters her reverie as smoke creeps out from under the kitchen counter. Occupants of the once peaceful restaurant rush to leave the place. Even the good-looking man she had seen earlier seems to be in a hurry.

"Maybe it's time for a change."

The lady plucks out a 10 dollar bill from her bag and sets it beside her now empty cup. She rises from her seat and takes a glance at the empty chair on the other side of her table.

Laughing to herself she walks calmly out.

"Maybe not."