Don't step on my blue suede shoes

crap this isn't working. phone call. can't do two things at once. goodnight.

I keep holding back, I can't seem to tell if you're fiction or fact.

Today on 24 home I thought to myself, how lucky I am. Friends ask me how I am just for the sake of it. Something perhaps I don't reciprocrate enough. Anyway today I did some shopping at cotton on and guess what! Vivo's working there now so I got a kickass discount. So I'm pretty chirpy now. Wooh go me.

show me who you really are deep down inside

McB said we're going to the Chocolate Research Faciclity together in the hols. "Some day" were his exact words but who cares! We're going :)

That's what sad people say.

So ends our run this year. Going all the way to the finals, missing out on the title by one goal. I'm so proud of what we've achieved this year, for both boys and girls alike. Maybe next year, we'll see more teams wearing skorts eh.

I'll be distant as stars, reminiscing, your heart's been wasted on me.

Keeping strong.

Well I guess the only important thing now is getting those grades. But for now, let me sleep.

Beyond your wildest imaginations; Its that simple

We have built a team of strong, ballsy, uncommon players. And we are fearless. Run with them. Run hard, shut them down.

We fight, for the best 45 minutes of our season.

My world's on fire, how bout yours?

Who am I kidding?? Today SUCKED.

(This is on you, I'm feeling my way through the dark.)

through the dark

Wait. What is that?

I thought I was so sure!

The guys won YJC 3-1 so they, too, are in the finals next wednesday. They'll also be meeting MJC. So it'll be an all-eastsiders affair.

We've come so far. What's a little roadbump? All the hours we put in... I won't even think about the ending. I'll believe in forever instead.

"Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings."

I surprise myself

On so many levels :)

Oh we're making history. One match at a time.

VJC vs MJC
1400h at CCK sports hall
next wednesday 20th may

InterSchools Floorball Championship
Finals

Find yourself another place to fall

I'm lost for words. Haha but yeah. Tomorrow's the day.

TOMORROW'S THE DAY!!!!!

I feel so nervous and excited and jumpy and confident and scared and exhilerated and cautious and so AMAZING all at the same time. AHHHH! Kill me.

It's a queer feeling, wearing that armband. How curious the sensation of it, tight around your arm. It weighs you down, oh it's so heavy, and sometimes you think you will surely get crushed from the immense pressure of it all. The expectations, the responsibility, the voices that are telling you you can't do it. Sometimes it drives you crazy.. Why do you do this to yourself?

But it uplifts you, and it's your source of strength, and your team carries you forward, further forward than you ever imagined you'd go. It just feels so painfully good. And it's on you. It's on you to be strong, it's on you to be the fuel for the fire. It's on you to keep standing tall when obstacles threaten to topple your team. Your team, the team that makes everything worth the struggle.

Wearing the armband is nothing. Wearing the school's colours and your team's spirit in your heart is what matters the most.

One mistake from being together...

Musicfest was sweet :) Almost perfect. One of my most enjoyable performances ever. Special thanks to the classmates for the card&flowers and my floorball girls for their gifts&cheers! And of course, thank you whoever was in the audience and screamed "ARE YOU GONNA BE MY GIRL" with us.

Underlying the incredible high of last night, is a deep warm feeling in the pit of my stomach I can only describe as unparalled sense of happiness and ownership. A kind of satisfaction and joy of achievement. And I owe it all to the floorball girls. WE made it happen together!

VJC 7-1 TJC

We have topped our group, and made it to the semi finals. THIS IS OUR YEAR. It's OUR time to shine. No matter what the outcome of wednesday 13th may, when we'll meet YJC in the semis, I am incredibly proud of the team and how far we've come. This collective effort has moved mountains. We are the batch who did it.

I just knew the 8th of may would be a day to remember.

just like that everything about me came alive
blew me away
into a senseless oblivion

Cut some chord but I shouldn't have done that

TOMORROW IS THE DAY.

Might be the biggest day of the entire year! Well it has the potential to be, anyways :) But let's sidetrack a little and talk about today first.

Today was a painfully boring day. Lessons are a complete waste of time because all I ever do is show up, take out my notes, and promptly fall asleep. Ever since season started, class has entirely lost its meaning. It's like, why even bother? That's probably not very wise of me, though. Oh and another thing. What is it with the crazy ass sun! It's blooming hot the whole afternoon. Makes me just wanna sit there and stop moving. Ever. The girls and I escaped to parkway where they don't make you pay for the airconditioning, and we had bubble tea. We did not much else except kill time because that's what you do when school ends at 2 but training's at 6. I skipped out to meet JB for abit. The crazy fella biked all the way from home to kallang to god knows where, then to parkway to meet me, then home again. And that was after his run. Hardcore much?

Well yeah that was today. Training was light, but still tiring, somehow. And dinner was a chinese pear, a peanutbutter/chocolate sandwich and some mango. I am queer.

SO YES. Back to tomorrow (haha gotta love that one). VJC vs TJC!!! AHHHHHH! I'm so excited! I wanna win! I wanna whoop their asses! I wanna bring the team to SEMIS! Gahh how will I sleep tonight. I want this so bad. Make it, and we've made history. First time VJ through to the semis. Oh my god. Can you feel it?? Rarr. Okay I should be sleeping.

One more thing about tmr, musicfest :) Get ready for a kick ass show.

Since we are having physics practical in the computer lab and I am obviously not interested in spectral lines...

I shall tell you about yesterday.

VJC drew 3-3 with MJC, thus ending MJC's winning streak that started in 2007.

Our teams have very different styles of play, and I think both teams didn't capitalize on their opportunities enough. But still, it was a good fight :)

oh drats. Mr C is asking us to log out.

Later!

Younger now, than we were before.

VJC 7-0 ACJC
two matches down, two more to go.

I'd just like to say I'm very pleased at how the team is pulling together. A little more with each match. We've got the mental strength and the physical ability to fight every minute of those 3 short periods. Next match, reigning champs MJC. I'm so looking forward to it. Haha it's like I know no matter what happens on court, VJ will put up a performance true to our potential and spirit. And I can't wait for that display of courage and strength from the girls.

The potential to be great is in everyone of us.

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Instinct/Heart/COMMON SENSE/Lust/Soul
A Finite State of Mind
Tell me do you feel the pressure now
But Your Favourite Song
is fading in the background.

She told me, and I happen to believe her.
Underwater.

Long train rides home and nightmares

Tomorrow's our 2nd match of the season. I just never want this to end, y'know?

Play every game like it's our last.

20 bucks, sweetie?

Okay I gotta hit the sack so I'll just make this quick.

I was ruthless about it, and I didn't give you room to breathe. Naturally you sunk like a sinker, and that helped me in deciding.

You know very well those were mean things to say about me, regardless whether you meant them or not.

She's just what I need!

Haha pathetic. I shouldn't have napped, now I'm too awake to sleep. I can't wait for tomorrow when you'll return from your trip though :) You're new.

I like new.

I can't quite get there cause my heart's forsaken me

The Quintessential Holiday

Today has been perfect, if I may say so myself. I caught Wolverine at Tampines Mall early this morning, when the crowds hadn't infested the theatres yet. Seated in the row in front of me was the MJ boys' keeper. But we avoided each other's gaze and pretended we didn't see each other. Teens are weird that way huh :) After that I made my way down to Sam's place to jam. I think we may have just come up with our most kick-ass set yet. It felt good to be squished up in his tiny box of a room (filled with scrap paper, computer keyboard parts, containers of beans&salt and what-not) with ideas coming out of our ears. Makes you feel like anything is possible. Mmm once we figured out the rough skeleton of our piece, we called it a day (no need to rush genius), and I had dinner with A at the istanbul place in Eastpoint. We talked all the way back to my house about sailing, boys and men. Ah the fixes I get myself into. But still, today has been sweet and well-spent.

The only thing that marred today was the not-so-ideal weather, and maybe the aching in my back that still won't go away.

trusting my instincts