Where the hell are you?

I am now addicted to learning how to play Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy on the piano. Many thanks to ben and ceri for teaching me.. And wei hao for printing the score:) I'M GONNA MASTER IT! Well. it's not a difficult song to begin with but whatever, hafta start SOMEWHERE. Pity i have no piano at home. I'm itching to practice:) Good sign, no? An objectiveless project is all i need to put the flame back in my fingers, the spark back in my heart. School is kinda magical these days. Classmates are so lovely, classes aren't that taxing, training is enjoyable (SOMEWHAT. haha) oh and have i told you about the kick ass milo? Well tests are coming up, so i guess i'd best enjoy this while it lasts.

OH today i went to kallang to watch the junior's match against plmgs:)))) AHHH being back with the tk gang makes me happy. plus we met siu and vyl!! awesome shixzx. i shall now start to indoctrinate all of them to come to VJ and join netball so we'll pwn! haha i'm going kkrazy.

we walked along a crowded street
you took my hand and danced with me

Jet if you're reading this, you've hit the jackpot!:)

Is your fire dying?

I bruised my elbow on the treehouse today.

whoopsie daisy

is your fire dying?
i'm going out on a limb for you
it's you matter so much
is your fire dying?
is your fire dying?
cause if it is, cut me loose now
cause if it is, please just put me down
if your heart is no where in it,
i don't want it for a minute

but please tell me you still want it
is your fire dying?

Your letters and your words.

You make me feel so damn unpretty.

Metabiotica

There is something beyond the two optics: A slender and infinite gap that takes us to the inexistent.

Society exists, the image seeks.

The image exists, society sinks.

The endless duel between photograph and painting makes us think of how fragile images are.

ALEXANDRE ORION,

visual artist.

logical drawings surrounded by absurd

A Bag Full of Sweets

It's FINALLY the weekend! I realise i haven't been posting anything relevant recently so i shall attempt at being coherent today. Well there is the new class. FIVE new boys (2 transferred out.. i can't imagine WHY) so the ratio in our class is currently at 14:10:1 (Or boys:girls:melly) I shall now do a little intro on all the people in class that i've sufficiently interacted with.

Amelia- MADELYNN'S COUSIN! In band, plays a shiny instrument, name of which i have no clue.

Elizabeth- Better known as bird.. Or rather, responds better to bird. In band, plays the same obscure intrument as amelia.

Anne- ALSO plays an instrument. But she hails from String not Band. YES there IS a difference. Hmm i'd say she plays the.. CELLO? I'm so so bad at instrument names.

JiaNee- Refers to herself as mark. Cause thats her surname. Awesome much?

JiaYun- Don't see she so small size. MANY MANY SUITORS! (melly you better UP your game.)

Julynn- Don't see she so small size. Offend her and she'll unleash her ball-repeling self.. (total inside joke, don't try to get it.)

Elaine- Basketballer! But transferred to some other class:( don't remember which one but thats okay. We pwn them anyway.

JingJing- Total HOT BABE. Likes to hold my hand. Hahahaha i'm kidding. Former soccer chick, now a guitar ensemble mamber. IP KID!

Cheryl- Youth Flying Club, Air Rifle, CT Council.. The list goes on and on.. Okay no. It ends there actually. Haha whoops. Nice girl, IP KID!

Ceri- Fellow TKGian!! Yayness:) My favourite banana. Wait, make that my ONLY banana. (Cue bananas in pyjamas song!)

ShuYing- Gone to MJ but will be greatly missed! Loves to write long letters!

Ayto- Gone to TJ but will be greatly missed! Nice guy who likes to talk to girls! Haha melly dont be jealous.

Ben- Don't see he so small size.. He plays the drums! And i like to say hi to him. But that has nothing to do with who HE is. But um. Yeah he's a cute person :D haha ben if you're reading this.. HI BEN!! oh and IP KID!

WeiHao- He donated blood! AWESOME MUCH? Wish i didn't have such a low threshold for pain.. but again, this is NOT supposed to be about me!

QianRen- Scholar and does all sorts of scholarly stuff like going to the library during free periods.. Albeit only to sleep. I'm gettting him to converse with me ONLY in chinese. I can tell this is gonna be a love-hate thang.

Hans- CT rep, talks big, and likes to smack people! OH and TAKES KI! I'm jealous.

Shamin- Jumper, has FLAT hair and is a great liar. Whoops i mean he has a poker face. I like to throw sheep at him! (omg i need to shut up about myself.) Oh and we PWN you at netball. Yes YOU, melly.

Jason- WHAT THE FUCK? (relax.. it's another inside joke.)

Zach- Loves to laugh, say sorry, and hit his head. Most of the time all at once. haha:)

JieJing- Addicted to facebook, and doesn't agree with mine and shamin's applejuice-drinking habits. Doesn't laugh at his own jokes but thats understandable.. the hockey captain has to maintain SOME SORT of decorum right?!

Last but not least, the ONE the ONLY..

MELLY!- Whose real name is really melphin, but what a mouthful THAT is! So i crowned him melly. And the beautiful name has stuck. Well he's technically a boy, coming from catholic high and everything, BUT WE SUSPECT OTHERWISE!

haha the end.

A Fine Frenzy - Whisper

Try to take a picture of love

Well shit! i hope i don't come down with a fever. And my thermometer just completely died on me. The good news is, i bought a new shoebag yesterday!:) but i don't know how the two are connected. okay nevermind. frying brain = random much.

Okay so i've set up another blog. Not much's in it at the moment yet.

smoke on the water, fire in the sky

you know, there are probably countless reasons explaining why i'm down with a cough now. i personally blame myself for wiping out my entire rentokil stock without planning ahead. so the sudden dip in vitamin c intake=a vulnerable therese, wide open and susceptible to all the nasty germs that people spew like free. not that i took my vitamin c very religiously.. but the last minute, last resort thing always worked for me. on top of that, valentine's day spotted a hike in chocolate/cookie/brownie/all-things-sinful consumption, so that pretty much screwed me over too. of course my mum won't hear any of this.. she puts everything down to FATIGUE. yes i don't sleep enough, yes i train every freaking day, yes i stay up on the phone too much, yes so many have questioned my impulsive choice of 2 ccas, and prepared me for an eventual burn out, but you know what. i'm not stopping. i've got so much more to give.

Soap Suds and all things temporary

Ah today was eventful. Cross country was pretty enjoyable, with the mime boys and the milo van.. (mass dance not included) JTS turned out to be not so JTS afterall, with all that hoohah about the money. ANYWAY, point is, JUNO IS LIKE FO-SHIZZ THE NICEST THING EVER! Go ellen page!

And make sure you smile when you see this,
cause every moment with you is bliss
And i could go forever
just take me there whenever.

If all you have is leaving, i'm gonna need a better reason to write you a love song, today. (Wrong songs and mixed signals)

the neighbour has a new baby! wonderful stuff:)
i STILL haven't got round to setting up another blog so don't hold your breath waiting for it.
tomorrow is cross country and i'm freaking out! i can't run! i CANNOT. i can't shave 30 secs off! it is NOT POSSIBLE. did i mention i kinda screwed up my left knee?

i'm sure everybody had a lovely valentine's day!<3

wanting you, wanting me
that's what it's made for
nobody, not really
but come and take me there
take me there

Love and all things retractable

More and more, i feel the pressure to set up another blog. You know, like have two at the same time.

Love and all things untouchable

I don't get angry, I pull away.
I don't argue, I pull away.
I never put myself out there, I pull away.

I just realised that i've never, never made any new year resolutions. EVER. Strange isn't it. Being goal-oriented has never been a strength of mine. Well this might be almost two months late but heck. Who's keeping count?

Project CFWM 2008: (in no order of importance)
-spend more time with ryan
-smile more
-do my homework.. LIKE AT LEAST TRY.
-drink more water
-switch of the mains when i'm not using the charger!
-umm.. sleep earlier?

I'm not very good at this.

Stuck in my throat

i think i'm moving but i go nowhere
i know that everyone gets scared
but i've become what i can't be
i start to wonder why i'm here not there
and i'd give anything to get what's fair
but fair ain't really what i need
oh do you see what i see?

Lotsa things have happened:) Don't know where to start.. So i shan't.

"Click here to see how popular you are!:)"

such is the sad outcome of teeny bopper movies.. yikes i mean teeny bopper culture.

does is not bug you one bit? why are you so comfortable? am i missing something? is there something missing?

Anyone Else But You - Michael Cera and Ellen Page

clenching hearts

Be Your Everything

Reaching home late everyday sucks. The mum is NOT happy. The dad is talking to me about it. THE DAD. The dad who is so REELAXX about these kinda things. But oh wells. JC life is such. They better get used to it! On a happier note, floorball is fun! In a way it's more contactive than netball.. You get to shove people about and get aggressive. SO FUN RIGHT. But i'm still not used to the lack of control on the ball which is ridiculously light. And the way it just flies everywhere, lack of boundaries taken into consideration.. Which also equals A LOT of chasing. But i suppose this is supposed to get less obvious as we get more skilled? XP

(RnB LOVESONGS FTW)
I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life
Who feel what I feel when I'm
With you.

I'll get better, I promise.
We just need more practice XD