UGH the pilferer is AT IT AGAIN! taking credit for my work! I know i'm great at all, but could you PLEASE GET SOME IDEAS OF YOUR OWN????? asswipe.

okay Therese is being a selfish immature narcissist again. Ignore her. Therese just feels like punching something real bad right now. Therese needs to stop being so full of herself.

Oh and Therese would like everyone to know that paramore is performing on the 8th on Late Nights with Conan O Brien! Therese is stoked, but has no idea where to watch it on. Do we even get that show here in Singapore?? If anyone knows, please help Therese out.

Therese also wants everyone to know that speaking in third person is therapeutic. Everyone should try it some time soon. The world would be a better place.

R-E-S-P-E-C-T FIND OUT WHAT IT MEANS TO ME.

RARRRRRRRRRRH THERESE IS FED UP.
FED UP!
THERESE IS STOMPING AWAY NOW.

Q. (cause none of 'em start with Q yet.)

HIGHER MOTHER TONGUE: D7

AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

so MAYBE i can't get into HCI. which may be a good thing? i dunno. what if i get there and end up hiding in the toilet during recess because NO ONE WANTS TO BE MY FRIENDDDDDDDDDDD? i'm so confused i repeat my lettersssssssss. somebody solve my problems pleeeeeeeeease. I"M SOCIALLY INSECURE. haha;) OH WELLS. FLUX IT ALL.


it's like he couldn't feel the other end
the other end
bound my thoughts to his careless ways
countless countless days

if you like, he'll twine the strings
of your forgetten places
and they'll reach you sometimes
just sometimes.

Nip/Fuck

Prelim results are just about finalised. So um. It wasn't as joy-filled as i imagined it to be. Brought more problems in fact.
I kinda like train rides:) best time to people-watch.
How come some people can have so little yet have everything?



That's all you get. Moments.

tomorrow is pie day

the round, edible kind.

OKAY so i didn't fail english and things are going fine so far. we're getting amath, ss and geog tomorrow! can't wait.

Paramore - Misery Business

Paramore - Born For This

sychronized headbanging

Legato

Well so far, school has been BORING. And i'm falling into the i-don't-want-to-study-anymore-how-will-this-make-me-a-better-person-the-school-is-so-effing-inefficient-LIFE-HAS-NO-MORE-MEANING-i-want-to-start-training-again mode. i hate O levels. like, hate it with a vengeance. i can't wait til they're over. my after-Os schedule is packed, i only have the last three weeks of december still free. so hurry up people, only while stocks last. or days.
I want to go shopping for pretty dresses after Os. Pretty dresses make me feel floaty. I think everyone should buy pretty dresses. Even if you arent a dress kind of person, just looking at it will make you light-headed and fuzzy at the same time. Results may vary.


wake-up school eat study run wake-up school eat study run wake-up school eat study run wake-up school eat study run wake-up school eat study run wake-up school eat study run


i miss trainings:( HELL i miss SWEATING. what is my life turning in to?!
I WANT MY PRELIM RESULTS NOW! NOW, YOU HEAR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU HAD THE WHOLE HOLIDAY NOW PASS EM OVER!!!!!!!!!!
it's killing me.


I WON'T. I'm stubborn and i'm not moving an inch from where i'm standing. You'll just have to walk over here and drag me to where you wish me at. If you want it, come and get it.

I WON'T.

ICE CREAM/COOKIES/BROWNIES

we got back chem yesterday, and EL paper 2 today. OHWELLS. the chocolate ice cream was reallly REALLY good though.

AND OMG. 80cents BROWNIES!!!!!!

Yesterday a child came out to wonder
Caught a dragonfly inside a jar
Fearful when the sky was full of thunder
And tearful at the falling of a star

And the seasons they go round and round
And the painted ponies go up and down
Were captive on the carousel of time
We cant return we can only look behind
From where we came
And go round and round and round
In the circle game

Everyone needs to stop thinking

because we all know, that's when things go wrong.

Oh it burns.

It's the same thing everyday really. Nothing ever happens, not here. The stool is always four tiles away from the drain, and the day always starts with the fat lady's hollering. The stupid boy either isn't getting up or isn't getting dressed fast enough. I always park myself on my stool at 6.50 every morning. The noise upstairs is no longer noise. The sun is always just about to rise and the street takes on a mysterious hue of promising grey. On colder mornings there would be a gust. And it'd push at the awning, sometimes catching it from below, making it heave upwards for a brief moment, only to sink with a sigh the next. It's all very normal, nothing out of the ordinary... Not here.

At 6.52 the majestic beemer would roll by, the princess in the back seat is doing her hair. No, you wouldn't be able to see that through the tinted windows, but sometimes they have them wound down and my watchful eyes catch everything. At 7, you may be able to sense the town stir. But this only comes with practice, and keen ears. I'd pick up the newspaper just about now, a little reading to keep the mind active.

dreaming my time turning it to red

Geog was like WWHHAAAAAATT? (falls out of chair.)
OH AND UM. FOR ALL YOU GOOD PEOPLE OUT THERE:
http://hotahma.multiply.com/video/item/2
Teacher's day performance. Only facedown though.







OKAY I PROMISE I'LL DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

SOON.

Siren Hot

Unimaginative pilferers. Forever living off ideas that are not theirs. Claiming credit for someone else's wit. Sound familiar? Anyway i bought a pair of shoes today. YUMMO.


I know how to hurt you. And i will do it.

He's Venus as a boy.

OH

and i think i forgot to mention that fucking prelims are SO FUCKING OVER.

(OMG i'm THE most uncouth, unbecoming, unladylike little bitch of the century.)

there's got to be an easier way

TO FALL ASLEEP AT NIGHT.


the outing was fun. the movie was dumb. my feet are tired.


it's forgiving not just reverting it's forgiving not just reverting
it's forgiving not just reverting it's forgiving not just reverting
it's forgiving not just reverting it's forgiving not just reverting
it's forgiving not just reverting it's forgiving not just reverting
it's forgiving not just reverting it's forgiving not just reverting
it's forgiving not just reverting it's forgiving not just reverting

stay-at-home-to-study day has been uproductive. so very very unproductive/

Signed, Sealed, Delivered. I'M YOURS.

Hmt paper was like WHAAAATTT? All the passages so darn long i left like dunno how many questions blank. The 4/7 scholar near me slept throughout the last HALF AN HOUR.
sheesh.

OKAY OKAY i admit it, suck at weather forecasting.
(how am i supposed to know it doesn't hail in singapore..)

YES it's fine if the girl makes the first move. I'M JUST SAYING, that guys shouldn't get too used to it and BE MORE PROACTIVE. nothin like some old school courtship. (think 19something drive-in movies) AHHH i am such a sucker.

and she said, "Smarts are important, but only as much as dessert."
Who am i to disagree? i LOVE dessert. oh and brownies. that too. FOOSER when you gonna make me my brownies eh? I'M WAITING! i don't care what other interesting important stuff you have to do, I WANT MY BROWNIES.

okay i have nothing left to say.

I don't date younger men. thank you very much.

getting irked by annoying asswipes is no fun. no fun at all. OH OH! BEAUTY WORLD is coming to theatres. ANYONE WANNA WATCH WITH ME? i think it'll be great. come on man, support the local art scene!

(that's what i talked about during O level EL oral. such a weird memory. a COMPLETE diaper moment. SUPPORT THE LOCAL ART SCENE. PFTT.)

okay.

POINT IS: guys should always always always make the first move. no matter about how its the 21st century or all that stupid girl power shit. DUDE, she won't bite. and if she says no, you ain't gonna DIE..

[Just SAY OK] Stupid stupid STUPID!

Guess who greeted me a "good afternoon"?
The hairy neighbour! The one who i see every once in a purple moon, the one who studies DUNNO WHERE. The one who has a mother with flaming red hair. OMG IT RHYMES. but i think maybe that's his aunt. or granny. BUT ERM. i was plugged in to my mp3 so i kinda registered a little too late to return the greeting.

i'm such a bad bad girl.



life is meaningful. and very fair.

Page 9 Questions 26-27

People are intrinsically good, I think. They always feel compelled to do the Right Thing whenever they can.

They can't help it, the poor lambs.

Some pray that one day, christ will come a-callin'. They light a candle and hope that it glows. And some just lie there cryin' for Him to come and find them, but when He comes they don't know how to go.


[["I believe that the Black Hole is really where we ultimately end up. Everyday i worship the Rrament, the alien from the eleventh planet who died for us. One day, i know i will be uplifted."

"That's stupid."

"That's my religion."

"And i respect it."]]


i think religion is simply a worldwide phenomenon, it's not going to save me. SIGH. words are words are words. nothing more. language is but a fascade, and it's the third time i'm driving this point home. AND i can't believe i was thinking about THIS during my geog exam, instead of focusing on the difference between collision and convergent.

but when i need you

My ankle gave way this morning again. So annoying.

I need to buy some things for myself. To make me a happier person. Things like The Little Book of Bad Taste. Or The Little Book of Naughty Limericks. Or any book in the Little Book series. OR ANY BOOK AT ALL. i'm so deprived of a good read. Oh and i need to buy new CLOTHES. plus slippers. my slippers are.. well. slippery.


Clothes make the man. Naked people have little or no influence in society.
Mark Twain

calypso no more

man the singapore girls are on fire! 91% shooting!! that should be made illegal. oh wells. i hope they get into the finals=)

I feel like a HERO

DECISIONS DECISIONS.
so just a quick update about the hols. well so far it's been really UNproductive, i've only covered about TWO chapters of physics and.. um nothing else. it's becoming more of a vacation than a STUDY break. THAT SAID, i have found out that i can't operate under stress. stress makes me blank out. stress makes me stone during important english exams. STRESS is what i put on myself when i set my mind on hwa chong. SO i've decided to not stress so much. sounds good? maybe with my current state of UNstress, i'll be able to kick ass at the physics exam which i've studied TWO chapters for.

ok i'm sounding more and more like a crazy mugger. you know, one of those who have formulas swimming in front of their eyes when thay talk to you. and when they open their mouths all that come out is a stream of verbal crap that has nothing to do with your convo in the first place. they also tend to forget who they are and where they're at for periods of 5-10 mins.

ANYWAY the point is. some people write intellectually, some don't.. and some just stone at the lined paper in front of them. but i am EMPOWERING my own being. from now on i take charge of whatever it is that goes on in my life. because it is mine, and i'll have to live with it, not anyone else. so hello glorious self-actualization and goodbye sad gloomy dusty mouldy woe is me days.

everybody say this with me now: I AM AWESOME.

That's right, YOU ARE AWESOME! (and as soon as you buy this lovely fat busting miracle pill you'll be THIN AND AWESOME. haaha don't you just love those blood-sucking, money thirsty "innovative" organisations.)

So to all you sad people out there, CHEER UP because TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY!

I HAVE A DREAM..

(in fact i DID have one but it was long and messy. if i put up the details here i'd scare away all the lovely kids)

okay enough crap. i'm NOT high on weed.


and you are my heroine.
do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

mama who bore me/mama who gave me/no way to handle things/who made me so bad

Yeah, you’re fucked all right – and all for spite
You can kiss your sorry ass goodbye
Totally fucked – will they mess you up?
Well you know they’re gonna try

So is everyone like busy studying cept me?

and i think i've said this before

OK OK OK we all know missy elliot can put it down, but have you ever heard KT TUNSTALL get her freak on?

Favourite Stance