I'm going back to 505

movie marathon! well, sort of.

ok fine it's NOT a movie marathon. its only two movies in a row.

881-
SO NICE EVERYONE MUST CATCH IT IT'S SUCH A SAD SAD SHOW WITH LOADS OF HOKKIEN WHICH MADE ME CRY LIKE SHIT ALSO INCLUDING MAY AND CHOY WHO ARE SO PROFFESIONALLY ANNOYING IN THE SHOW NO HOT SEX SCENES BUT LIKE WHO PAYS FOR THOSE RIGHT IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCHED IT YET YOU JUST HAVE TO CAUSE IT'S SO NICE IT'S FUNNY AT SOME PARTS TOO ESPECIALLY THE HOKKIEN BITS THERE ARE SUBTITLES FOR ALL YOU SAD PEOPLE WHO DON'T UNDERSTAND HOKKIEN SO NO WORRIES.

Hairspray-
THE FAKE ONES DON'T BOUNCE!! ZOMG.

THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF TODAY IS THAT I FOUND OUT....

MCDREAMY IS COMING TO CINEMAS! ok not as mcdreamy but as some dad whose kid found a fairytale princess or somethin like that. BUT STILL. SO SO SWOON-WORTHY.

I LOVE ALL MY NETBALLERS!

and teachers too. yay!




gimme something to scream about

Happy Shiny Twirp

I'M TRYING, I'M TRYING.

oatmeal, where art thou?

why are there so many songs about rainbows?
what's on the other side?
is it cause they're lives are so fucked up,
it becomes their secret escape ride?

SIGH. geog was OKAY. but having the paper in the hall wasn't as fun as i'd hope it would be. tan kk kept making me jump everytime she spoke into the frikkin mic.

damn some people are just so darn eager to prove themselves. it''s annoying.

So tomorrow is math and lit. SHOULD I STUDY FOR LIT? SHOULD I STUDY MATH? i think i won't study either. wayyyy too much effort. =D maybe i should start physics soon. just maybe.

i'm really not thinkin about it anymore.. REALLY la.

OH NO. JEALOUSY REARS ITS UGLY UNSHAVEN HEAD.
all we know is falling.

Frigid Ice Queen Bitch

No you don't want to get to know me cause i'll chew you up. And spit you out. But you'll never learn, cause it's intoxicating, and you'll just want more and more. So before you decide to pick up that thread of thought, let's just get things straight:

It'll all look foggy at first, and you'll blame it on the excitement. Then comes euphoria-you're riding on a high you think will last forever. But at the most important moment I won't be there for you. Because you, like everyone else who has tried, will never know me. And you, like everyone else who has tried, were too busy being wrapped up in my web of "strangled happiness", too busy trying to figure out was what happening to you, too busy to notice I was getting bored of your contrived ways. I don't let anyone in, and you failed to realise that early on. I seem to give a lot but, trust me, only when i want to. Right at the end your face in set in a frown. You try to grasp what is happening. You'll blame yourself, i think, like everyone else who has tried. And you say to yourself you'd be better next time.

Well honey, it was never your fault. By the time you realise i've disappeared, it would be too late. And like everyone else who has tried, you'd be broken, but not a single bit smarter than when we first met.

It's not faith if you're using your eyes

I think prelim's are getting to me. Like really getting to me. I dunno. It's just, i've never been unable to complete my EL paper before.

ohoh and i wanted to tell you something
sweet
so we'd always laugh about it
we're beyond reasons now cause
they never measure up
why do we like to hurt
so much? you'd wait but never
say how long
and i'd wait but for the wrong
things
you never told me yet i kind of know
why we just continue on this colourful
freak show




let the fun begin.

its the bitch of living! :)

VERBAL GEOG WORKS! tried and tested. ate suuuuubwayforlunch. salad for dinner. YUMMO. let's VERBAL SS tomorrow!=D oh and go running too.

OMG tomorrow must clear out cupboard! NOOOOOOO!!!!!!! all my junk is in there. ALL OF IT.

shall i wear my contacts tomorrow? just to give the western stall auntie a treat. AHAH.

ok too much studying=short sentences that irritate even the writer.

PEACEOUT!

you've got me laughin so hard, i can't concentrate!

post x-country aches, anyone?

let's go running in the rain, followed by secret hideaways near carparks.-WINKS-

why do we like to hurt so much?

so many things have happened all at the same time. to blog about everything would be a pathetic attempt at best. nothing beats the real thing. the real thing is always more sucky. i want the pics for zany! BIG SIGH.





screamin' hallelujah!

god it just feels so good

everything is falling back to it's
same old rhythm
i can't say i'm sorry that this is
happening like i knew it
was coming
but no one ever stops to
think about stuff like this cause
it justs makes your
head hurt a lot
we will laugh
about this i promise
and you would be far away from
me and we'd be happy
i was meant for greater things

now playing: misery business-paramore

The Scorpio Woman

A simple woman who always shows what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she upset, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it-it's in her character. A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is born a woman, limiting her with a certain socially acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul.

Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong. She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Everything she does will look good, and she has all the tricks of a woman that you can think of. She can manipulate men without them knowing it. If you think she is going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She can be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any womanoff her feet, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thoughts of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smiles and she can hide her feelings well. She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense about people and you can feel that energy feedback when you're around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threaten or challenge her confidence. She likes to have a good looking, strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career. She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps".

If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grandmother favorite china for she has good qualitie as much as her bad temper. Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress. She is spoiled, but she allows her loved one to over power her.

Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew. If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you talk nice things, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.


If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let her know that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.

http://www.geocities.com/yteing/Astro-08-ScorpioF.html

haha the english is atrocious. like a direct translation from chinese, had to correct most of it. but i think its funny. don't you? and chillingly acurate.

the angel on my right, ain't hangin' out with me tonight

Triple tuition day was not bad. Not bad at all.
PRELIMS LOOM. i guess i'm about the only sec four in school left who still blogs.


You're beside me on the seat
Got your hand between my knees
And you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna squeeze
It's hard to steer when you're breathing in my ear
But I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on my gears
By now, no doubt that we were heading south
I guess nobody ever taught her not to speak with a full mouth
Cause this was it, like flicking on a switch
It felt so good I almost drove into the ditch

We were parked out by the tracks
We're sitting in the back
And we just started getting busy
When she whispered "what was that?"
The wind, I think 'cause no one else knows where we are
And that was when she started screamin' "That's my dad outside the car!"
Oh please, the keys, they're not in the ignition
Must have wound up on the floor while we were switching our positions
I guess they knew that she was missing
As I tried to tell her dad it was her mouth that I was kissing

he may move slow, but that don't mean he's goin' no where

BABY CACTUS!=))))) they're about 1cm tall.




there's two in the last picture. just in case you didn't see it =P

i don't know/care what you've been hearing

THIS IS CRAZY. I'M NEVER GETTING INTO HWA CHONG.

ryan's out with timothy again. they are SO cute. (pictures of my baby cactuses coming soon.)

The Therese Test

ok time to stop worrying about prelims. fret over the REAL test:

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/856279


omg i need to get a life NOW.

track 14, bringing back memories

Dear diary, today I saw a boy. And I wondered if he noticed me, he took my breath away. Dear diary, I can't get him off my mind and it scares me cause I've never felt this way. No one in this world knows me better than you do, so diary, I'll confide in you. Dear diary, today I saw that boy. As he walked by, I thought he smiled at me. And I wonder, does he know what's in my heart? I tried to smile but I could hardly breath. Should I tell him how I feel or would that scare him away? Diary tell me what to do, please tell me what to say. Dear diary, one touch of his hand, no I can't wait to see that boy again. He smiled, and I thought my heart could fly. Diary do you think that we'll be more than friends?
I've got a feeling we'll be so much more than friends.

-Britney Spears

you always get burned

so carnival day is over! yay=) now i can concentrate on school work i've neglected.

i'm gonna post this here so its official: i'm gonna start studying as if i'm aiming for hwa chong. cause i am aiming for hwa chong. anyone of you who sees me slacking, its now your duty to slap sense into me. yes i give you the power to slap me. not too hard, just hard enough.

its kinda scary to've finally made up my mind on where i wanna go. in the sense that i'm scared i don't make it.. i have no back up plan! its all or nothing. but ya. at least i have direction now, if only i would start driving.

it's fine with me/the way you get around to things/cause when this is over and you see clearly/you'll miss me/but lets just get this straight/i'm happy/and you aren't/so change your way of getting attention/please/you're drowning/save your own ass/i'm not doing it for you anymore/sorry but i'm growing weary/it's not funny/it's not nice/i've got so many things i want to tell you/but your head is in the fucking clouds/come back down soon/or i won't be here the next time you feel like talking/but the year's coming to a close/my neighbours are moving out/the time of change!/i AM getting sick of things/it's not our faults/but you cope in a really wierd way/i'm cool with it/just so you know/it's kinda strange really/don't you think?

there are stars on the wall and they glow in the dark

TOMORROW'S CARNIVAL DAY!!! HAHAHA. excited? me too!!

anyway this new song is one for john mayer. its called the heart of life. the lyrics are on the previous post. so nice right!!!! =)

The Sun Doesn't Like You

I hate to see you cry
Lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears and listen

Pain throws you heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No, it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good

You know it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
But then the circle of your firends
Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No, it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But I know the heart of life is good

imeem is driving me mad

jammed today, destroyed my ears today.

here's the link to our Hey There Delilah. quality sucks cause it was too loud=P so at the high/loud parts, there's a lot of muffly sounds. haha.

it expires in 7 days so if you are reading this from 12th aug onwards, the link is no longer available.

http://www.yousendit.com/download/ZUczS3doZEszeUkwTVE9PQ

squashed behind a painting - I hope you see this

AHH. Today kinda sucked. But not as much as yesterday. Still haven't found my wallet. I doubt i ever will. A little update on carnival day: We're doing 5 songs. ( Hey there Delilah, Reach Out for the Skies, Face Down, The River and I Don't Wanna be) All tentative, subject to change. It's happening at the foyer, straight after the choir's performance so PLEASE start making your way down once you hear them screech. I mean sing. At around 8-ish i think. We are kinda unprepared for this, everybody's too busy to find a slot to jam. So ya. I kinda have a bad feeling bout this. OH WELLS. Prelims are coming.. 23 days. Complete freak-out i tell you. MUST STUDY.

anybody feeling the heat yet?


somebody watch over me, and give me dreamless sleep.
i can't go on seeing faces, places, lost feelings, forgotten traces.
i miss you, although it was never until you were gone.
and i'm so so sorry.
i'm so sorry i never got to say goodbye.
i'm so sorry i wasn't there at the end. so sorry i took you for granted.
i'm so sorry this is all i can give you now.
i wish we'd spent more time together.
i hope you're in a better place. i'm so so sorry.
give me dreamless sleep.