you always get burned

so carnival day is over! yay=) now i can concentrate on school work i've neglected.

i'm gonna post this here so its official: i'm gonna start studying as if i'm aiming for hwa chong. cause i am aiming for hwa chong. anyone of you who sees me slacking, its now your duty to slap sense into me. yes i give you the power to slap me. not too hard, just hard enough.

its kinda scary to've finally made up my mind on where i wanna go. in the sense that i'm scared i don't make it.. i have no back up plan! its all or nothing. but ya. at least i have direction now, if only i would start driving.

it's fine with me/the way you get around to things/cause when this is over and you see clearly/you'll miss me/but lets just get this straight/i'm happy/and you aren't/so change your way of getting attention/please/you're drowning/save your own ass/i'm not doing it for you anymore/sorry but i'm growing weary/it's not funny/it's not nice/i've got so many things i want to tell you/but your head is in the fucking clouds/come back down soon/or i won't be here the next time you feel like talking/but the year's coming to a close/my neighbours are moving out/the time of change!/i AM getting sick of things/it's not our faults/but you cope in a really wierd way/i'm cool with it/just so you know/it's kinda strange really/don't you think?