but you are SUCH A GREAT AUDIENCE! And I feel like, I feel like I can talk to you, you know? So forget about what you've read in the papers,

cause today i'm gonna tell you the truth. Not that the truth really matters.

It's confirmed, internet's gonna be cut off for the next month or so. For all you good people who are gonna suffer from withdrawal symptoms, here is a list of things you could do while i'm away:

-go to youtube and watch all Paramore videos. ALL.
-go to tvlinks.com and watch season 1,2,3 AND FOUR (yes its up already) of GREY'S ANATOMY
-listen to The Fray
-spam my tagboard. NO I'M KIDDING.
-get a facebook account (this should occupy you for a REALLY long time)
-listen to jason "Mr A-Z" (anyone who has his first album kindly contact me on my mobile)
-i don't know what else. if you STILL suffer from cold sweats and giddiness, just come visit me already.

so this is where you are, and this is where i am.
somewhere between unsure, and a hundred.

okay goodbye=D

<3

Okay daddy just shouted he's cutting off internet from tomorrow onwards. TOMORROW ONWARDS. somebody please tell me what good that is when we're a WEEK from Os. HE SHOULD HAVE DONE THIS AGES AGO! ugh. why can't my parents be more.. proactive?

Bedsheets and Lover's Words.

I shan't talk about anything studies-related. Cause everytime i so much as think about my impending doom, i can almost hear someone, probably you, SCOFF.. In an unfeeling fashion.

I AM AN ISLAND.
=(
surrounded by croc infested waters.
next to the bermuda triangle.
on the moon.

i went shopping on thursday and i spent $50. it felt so good=/

you can't make butter with a toothpick

Well every kiss, every hug, is so light on the touch that i-
And crazy is the forecast of the week

Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Now there's a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
You were caught on the crossfire of childhood and stardom, blown on the steel breeze.
Come on you target for faraway laughter, come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine!
You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Threatened by shadows at night, and exposed in the light.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Well you wore out your welcome with random precision, rode on the steel breeze.
Come on you raver, you seer of visions, come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine!

Xs for me, in all the right places.

There is no such thing as true happiness, only pleasure.

I'm a free verse.

Cause you keep pushing and pushing
My mind can't tell me what to do
And it spreads. It spreads. But
I like it, how you don't know how to stop.
Oh yeah, right there.

Venom and Answers.

England won Aussie.

SenselessSeksual

When you make me feel this way, I just..

Let's magically expand this post, and run through what's been happenning.

well there's no more school next week on but we'll still be made to go back for extra lessons. so friday was graduation ceremony where every class presented a little parting something. the whole thing was so last minute for us BUT in the end i think 4/8 made lots of people cry, all thanks to hui min and her emo speech. and the song was.. well. i didn't know the words. i don't know bout you, but i didn't exactly appreciate being made to sit through the whole thing in the stuffy hall (pinafores trap heat. like, majorly.). i couldn't understand why people were crying. it's not like we're never gonna see each other anymore. RIGHT? ohwells. so ching and i were sitting there wondering what the heck was wrong with all our emotional classmates. but i was made to eat my words. when the whole thing ended, Jam came up to me with her tear-streaked face. and seriously. crying is contagious, i swear. so i was all "don't cry! omg don't cry anymore!" haha and then shi hua had to come along. AND SHE JUST HAD TO SAY THOSE THINGS. like about how we'll most likely end up in different JCs and all that sentimental crap. so ya. i started crying. haha we were crying on each other. a complete mess i tell you.

I LOVE YOU SHI HUA <3 you probably won't read this but aiya. whatever. i'm gonna miss you so much. and our notebooks. and our hall of shame. and our alien cow/pear/mole/dunnowhat. i'm gonna keep thinking of you when we'll be forced to make new friends, probably going "there's just no one like shi hua". in fact i don't even know if there'll be friends in HC to make. they probably all know each other already or are all scholars who speak in quantum language. anyway imma call you everyday next year, cause i know how you're unable to just pick up the phone and initiate;) and i'll tell you all about my day. and you'll tell me all about yours. and we'd make stupid jokes that'll make me forget how friendless school is.

but i don't know what'll happen when you grow into your new school and friends. or when distance just makes it near impossible to upkeep a friendship. or we just drift. remember how we promised ourselves we wouldn't turn into hi/bye friends even when we got sorted into different classes in sec 3? well JCs gonna be really different. we won't even see each other in corridors to say hi and bye. this sucks. why can't we just go to the same JC. i've been to mj and vj's open houses these two days. i don't really look forward to JC life anymore. i think i'm growing weary. i just need a place somewhere away from all this, somewhere just big enough for me to curl up and feel small.

Os are gonna be over pretty soon. Then a whole new battle begins.

FINE. Prelims results are as follows. A2 for physics and D7 for hmt. (moderation for higher chinese was 3 marks. THREE FUCKING MARKS. so ya. still fail by 2.) A1 for geog, ss/lit, e math, a math, EL and chem.

FOUR POINTS HOW TO GO HC, YOU TELL ME.

UGH. Annoying shit. The system is flawed. FLAWED YOU HEAR ME!

In Love, but don't keep score.

I've been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause every time i see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile please stay for a while now
just take your time where ever you go

The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under the covers stayin safe and warm
you give me feelins that i adore

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes i always know
that you make me smile please stay for a while now
just take your time where ever you go

What am i gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just........mmmmmm

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes i always know
that you make me smile please stay for a while now
just take your time where ever you go

I’ve been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
Im comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go

Unctuous but it's okay.

well tomorrow the big question's gonna be answered.
WILL THE SCHOOL MODERATE OUR MARKS?
ah wells. s'not like that'll make me pass higher mother tongue.
and yes thats all i care about.

like WHAT-EVA! (ally style.)

So anyway, i bet everyone's dying to know about my day. But guess what? I'm not telling you. In fact all you're getting is a big fat NOTHING. because hey, we all might as well start getting used to getting nothing.

(OMG! my trebuchet font is MISSING!!)

"The universe is not hostile, nor yet is it friendly. It is simply indifferent."
John Haynes Holmes