When you make me feel this way, I just..
Let's magically expand this post, and run through what's been happenning.
well there's no more school next week on but we'll still be made to go back for extra lessons. so friday was graduation ceremony where every class presented a little parting something. the whole thing was so last minute for us BUT in the end i think 4/8 made lots of people cry, all thanks to hui min and her emo speech. and the song was.. well. i didn't know the words. i don't know bout you, but i didn't exactly appreciate being made to sit through the whole thing in the stuffy hall (pinafores trap heat. like, majorly.). i couldn't understand why people were crying. it's not like we're never gonna see each other anymore. RIGHT? ohwells. so ching and i were sitting there wondering what the heck was wrong with all our emotional classmates. but i was made to eat my words. when the whole thing ended, Jam came up to me with her tear-streaked face. and seriously. crying is contagious, i swear. so i was all "don't cry! omg don't cry anymore!" haha and then shi hua had to come along. AND SHE JUST HAD TO SAY THOSE THINGS. like about how we'll most likely end up in different JCs and all that sentimental crap. so ya. i started crying. haha we were crying on each other. a complete mess i tell you.
I LOVE YOU SHI HUA <3 you probably won't read this but aiya. whatever. i'm gonna miss you so much. and our notebooks. and our hall of shame. and our alien cow/pear/mole/dunnowhat. i'm gonna keep thinking of you when we'll be forced to make new friends, probably going "there's just no one like shi hua". in fact i don't even know if there'll be friends in HC to make. they probably all know each other already or are all scholars who speak in quantum language. anyway imma call you everyday next year, cause i know how you're unable to just pick up the phone and initiate;) and i'll tell you all about my day. and you'll tell me all about yours. and we'd make stupid jokes that'll make me forget how friendless school is.
but i don't know what'll happen when you grow into your new school and friends. or when distance just makes it near impossible to upkeep a friendship. or we just drift. remember how we promised ourselves we wouldn't turn into hi/bye friends even when we got sorted into different classes in sec 3? well JCs gonna be really different. we won't even see each other in corridors to say hi and bye. this sucks. why can't we just go to the same JC. i've been to mj and vj's open houses these two days. i don't really look forward to JC life anymore. i think i'm growing weary. i just need a place somewhere away from all this, somewhere just big enough for me to curl up and feel small.
Os are gonna be over pretty soon. Then a whole new battle begins.
well there's no more school next week on but we'll still be made to go back for extra lessons. so friday was graduation ceremony where every class presented a little parting something. the whole thing was so last minute for us BUT in the end i think 4/8 made lots of people cry, all thanks to hui min and her emo speech. and the song was.. well. i didn't know the words. i don't know bout you, but i didn't exactly appreciate being made to sit through the whole thing in the stuffy hall (pinafores trap heat. like, majorly.). i couldn't understand why people were crying. it's not like we're never gonna see each other anymore. RIGHT? ohwells. so ching and i were sitting there wondering what the heck was wrong with all our emotional classmates. but i was made to eat my words. when the whole thing ended, Jam came up to me with her tear-streaked face. and seriously. crying is contagious, i swear. so i was all "don't cry! omg don't cry anymore!" haha and then shi hua had to come along. AND SHE JUST HAD TO SAY THOSE THINGS. like about how we'll most likely end up in different JCs and all that sentimental crap. so ya. i started crying. haha we were crying on each other. a complete mess i tell you.
I LOVE YOU SHI HUA <3 you probably won't read this but aiya. whatever. i'm gonna miss you so much. and our notebooks. and our hall of shame. and our alien cow/pear/mole/dunnowhat. i'm gonna keep thinking of you when we'll be forced to make new friends, probably going "there's just no one like shi hua". in fact i don't even know if there'll be friends in HC to make. they probably all know each other already or are all scholars who speak in quantum language. anyway imma call you everyday next year, cause i know how you're unable to just pick up the phone and initiate;) and i'll tell you all about my day. and you'll tell me all about yours. and we'd make stupid jokes that'll make me forget how friendless school is.
but i don't know what'll happen when you grow into your new school and friends. or when distance just makes it near impossible to upkeep a friendship. or we just drift. remember how we promised ourselves we wouldn't turn into hi/bye friends even when we got sorted into different classes in sec 3? well JCs gonna be really different. we won't even see each other in corridors to say hi and bye. this sucks. why can't we just go to the same JC. i've been to mj and vj's open houses these two days. i don't really look forward to JC life anymore. i think i'm growing weary. i just need a place somewhere away from all this, somewhere just big enough for me to curl up and feel small.
Os are gonna be over pretty soon. Then a whole new battle begins.
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