Left. Right. Watch out, rounding a corner. A convenient grip. Left. Right. Over there, she looks clean. Left. Right. Left. Should have left those at home. A crouch and a swift bound. The seat is cold. Put this over there, this one here. Breathe out. The weather is fair. She is absorbed in her book.

Flip. A pause. Oh three more stops. She looks filthy. Don't sit here, i'm getting off soon. The bus feels warm. I'M GETTING OFF SOON. Shucks. She should have left those at home. Breathe out. The weather sucks. This book is crap. What was i reading? Flip back a page. Flip forward another. Two more stops.

One-time rock and roll, one-time wannabe
Always caught up, but always free
"Shell picker of the pickiest kind"
Flinging hands and flying time.

Like a child, you'd remember
But i would forget.

When you reach the other side
I'll be thinking about you
Make the wind your bride
No one else will be true
Just maybe, you were being clever
Just maybe, tomorrow's the next step

Like a child, you'd remember
But i would forget.

It's not that we didn't care
It was only for each other
The way you held my heart
"Wait! Wait for the light to shift!"

Like a child, you'd forget
But i will always remember.

swim like hell.

DEREK: "Where is she?"
RICHARD: "You had to be the cowboy..."
DEREK: "Where is she?"
ADDISON: "Derek! Thank God, you're alive."
ADELE: "That is not the she he was asking for."


productive weekend=cheerful me

Finding Wednesday - The River

Finding Wednesday - I Don't Wanna Be

ZOMG.

happy insistance

School is boring like hell, only punctuated here and there by nonsense announcements and disappointing discoveries. (WHY.THE.HECK.DID.YOU.NOT.TELL.ME?!?!)

anyway have you noticed how i can't read a magazine without first making a caustic comment about the cover girl/guy? I'm horrible. Seriously. Security issues la. Haha. Oh and yes, there MIGHT NOT be a busking segment at all. Must double check first:)

a japanese dinner with a french man.

2.4

(I think i've managed to completely FREAK OUT anyone i've told so far. BUT IT'S NOT A PHASE, I SWEAR!!)

anyway just a little update about my baby cactuses. so far, i have SIX of them. i planted 10 seeds so i think its a relatively high yield. i'll try to get a picture of them if i can. soon, i hope.
they're the cutest things.

oh and everyboday, i've shifted my dental already. so we'll definitely be performing on carnival day. any song suggestions for the busking segment, feel free to approach me:)

cameras are a-filming

I am the BACON of truth and light!

Flip my dying pages.
Thin the clipping rages.

Laugh with me!
Just make sure it was true.
Speaking was always, always

Only for you.


OMG I FRIKKIN MISS GREY'S ANATOMY. (withdrawal symptoms are starting to show. ever since i finshed season 3, it's been really lonely. I'M McHOOKED!)

WHAT GREAT FUN

SO YES. IT'S FINALLY OVER. phew.

ANYWAY THANKS SO MUCH TO ALL YOU GUYS WHO CAME DOWN TO SUPPORT US.

special thanks to: shi hua, siew chi, pam, vyl, jo, aow ci(basically ALL NETBALLERS WHO CAME. oh and thanks for the balloons:) su ann (and everyone else who gave me flowers), Li for the crane, hazel, and everyone who messaged their well wishes.

extra special thanks to: CORDELIA ALYSSA AND MARRISA. (its times like these that really make me wonder... what if i was named teresa???) yeah, you guys were great.. blah blah blah *insert all that other sappy stuff* AND DON'T BE TOO SAD! esp you marissa, you teenager.. keep all that teenager angst in check! oh and er. ice your finger or something.

right. OH and joel TIEH our band manager(mr. model). WE LOVE YOU! all that running around you did for us.. like at the toilet. or the hairspray. KEEP STRUTTING YOUR STUFF.

so to sum it up, its been great fun. our next performance will be on carnival day. IF I CAN SHIFT MY DENTAL.

peace out.

knees and ice cream

Today was normal. INCREDIBLY NORMAL. not.
oh and tomorrow's rehearsal! can't wait.




The train ride was fascinating.
Help that man, O Lord.
He is wondering in the darkness with a serious erection, and no salvation for it but his own.

Anybody wants to do my hair for free?=)

Oh and everybody should like memorise the tk anthem if you haven't already.

Heels/No heels?

Sit together when you're in the auditorium.

STAND UP when you're told to.

Err. That's about it.

MIRANDA: "So, doctors, why aren't we attempting to reattach the severed penis?"
CRISTINA: "Because teeth don't slice, they tear. If she had wanted to chop it off, things might be different. Plus, the digestive juices didn't leave much of the flesh to work with."
MIRANDA: "So, how do we proceed?"
CRISTINA: "Sew him up... minus a large part of the family jewels."
MIRANDA: "The outlook?"
MEREDITH: "He'll be urinating out of bag for a very long time."
CRISTINA: "Not to mention he'll never be able to have sex again."
MEREDITH: [sarcastically] "Oh, too bad."
CRISTINA: "A shame."
MIRANDA: "Let's all take a moment to grieve."

just gotta love them.

Judy, what you gonna do?

Just wait. Wait for the snail-paced song to load.

Kick the leaves, tell me what you mean
The colours flash. Purple, yellow, blue, green.
Maybe he was kidding? But we won't take our chances.
Songs. Cookies. Humour. Glances.

The noise belongs to them, i have nothing.
Because when you think about it,
empty spaces keep flashing.

redeeming the riot!

Today was normal. Everyday's just becoming more and more normal.

Trip on steps of guilt for me,
Take a deep breath, count to three.
Forge my smell, and trap my writing,
Oh you're killing me!
Absolution never looked so inviting.

Is that yo chick?!

Lets do a long post today alrighty?

So as battle of the bands (BOB) draws closer and closer, things just get more and more complicated. 1) I haven't told my parents i'm performing. I just can't do it! I HAVE NO BALLS DAMMIT. I told my mum i'm going for a concert on the 20th. No idea what i'm gonna cook up for rehearsal day. 2) I don't know how i'm gonna pass my tickets to everyone i've booked them for. 3) TICKETS. OHMYWORD. Serious shortage. 4) I still don't friggin know how to end off the 2nd song. I have to figure something out, stat. 5) We haven't decided what to wear.

Ok so its not that bad. I'm just a control FREAK.

I'm kinda settled with the idea of performing now. That doesn't mean i'm gonna flip on that day, but i'm over fretting for now. And i still don't really understand all the unhappiness and conflict with the prefects and classmates and whoever else but i hope it has cleared up, whatever it is.

Many thanks to Joel for trying to help with the band stuff and the nerves. Too bad you can't come! I'll TRY to tape it. If i can get hold of a video cam.

OH YES WHOEVER HAS A VIDEO CAM YOU WOULD WILLINGLY LEND ME, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CONTACT ME. thanks.

I'm really really behind on my schoolwork, and these carefree thoughts of limitless time have got to stop swimming around in my head. The constant state of non-stress is stressing me out. Prelims are friggin close but i don't feel a thing.

There's someone in my head, and it's not me.

SOMEBODY STOP HER

We're all sluts ANYWAY

MY PRODUCTIVE DAY:

Sent ryan off with TIMOTHY, his bestest friend in school. SO CUTE.

Went jamming. FOUR SRAIGHT HOURS. Want to die.

Came home, ate dinner! And read the papers.

I PREDICT:

Tomorrow will be just as productive because i'm studying after school with SHI HUA! yay. i'm finally doing something.


i don't wanna be anything other than what i've been tryna be lately
all i have to do is think of me and i have peace of mind
i'm tired of looking round rooms wonderin what i gotta do
or who i'm supposed to be
i don't wanna be anything other than me

Stalker Tendencies

What if i had an older sibling? Things would be extremely different.

I went roller blading today.. AGAIN.

I was just thinking of how much i would be willing to give up for something i wanted. Well i guess that depends on what is it i want. And i don't know what i want.

The Marching Band came down along Main Street
The Soldier Blues fell in behind
I looked across and there I saw Billy
Waiting to go and join the line
And with her head upon his shoulder
His young and lovely fiancée
From where I stood I saw she was crying
And through her tears I heard her say

Billy don't be a hero
Don't be a fool with your life
Billy don't be a hero
Come back and make me your wife
And as he started to go
She said, "Billy keep your head low,"
Billy don't be a hero, come back to me

The Soldier Blues were trapped on a hillside
The battle raging all around
The Sergeant cried, "We got to hang on boys,
We got to hold this piece of ground,
I need a volunteer to ride up,
And bring us back some extra men."
And Billy's hand was up in a moment
Forgetting all the words she said
She said,

Billy don't be a hero
Don't be a fool with your life
Billy don't be a hero
Come back and make me your wife
And as he started to go
She said, "Billy keep your head low,"
Billy don't be a hero, come back to me

I heard his fiancée got a letter
That told how Billy died that day
The letter said that he was a hero
She should be proud he died that way
I heard she threw the letter away