27 February 2010
Sometimes I just sit in stillness and marvel at how ridiculously lucky I am that I have you.
And then I marvel at how ridiculous I am for thinking that, because luck had nothing to do with it.
I was always meant to walk up to you that afternoon, take fate by the shoulders, and push it in the direction towards where we are today.
And then I marvel at how ridiculous I am for thinking that, because luck had nothing to do with it.
I was always meant to walk up to you that afternoon, take fate by the shoulders, and push it in the direction towards where we are today.
When will the chips come down?
I mean, what's the worse that could happen? What am I afraid of? Is change silent destructive, or nothing more than a sudden loud noise?
Labels: question overload
I can see you stalking like a predator.
Last night was really interesting. I sat next to an American guy who appreciated my "sharpness" while I returned the good intentions by keeping track of his curse-count and making digs at his choice of women. Engineers. The seafood was orgasmic though (Y)
Okay out of bed. Off to a day of spamming floorball and quality time with my baby.
Life is good :) (on weekends)
Okay out of bed. Off to a day of spamming floorball and quality time with my baby.
Life is good :) (on weekends)
Labels: I can read your velvet eyes
24 February 2010
23 February 2010
Funny,
the lengths at which you'll go to get in my pants. I may have flitted from flower to flower once, indecisive and cavelier. But respect my choices, respect unwritten boundaries, respect yourself, and back the fuck off.
Labels: meow
22 February 2010
Instead, he made me cry.
Intense dreams leave me shaken for the whole day. And when night falls, I don't want to sink into sleep.
Labels: horror behind eyelashes
21 February 2010
glee. says (8:43 PM):
yooo
Therese Indefatigible says (8:44 PM):
suppp
glee. says (8:44 PM):
haha 2 weeks to results!
Therese Indefatigible says (8:44 PM):
shuttup go away
yooo
Therese Indefatigible says (8:44 PM):
suppp
glee. says (8:44 PM):
haha 2 weeks to results!
Therese Indefatigible says (8:44 PM):
shuttup go away
Pour yourself on me.
Or maybe, it's just that when you're not around, the colours slowly drain out. All that's left is a cold metal sink. Impatient, empty, silent.
Just a theory.
Just a theory.
Labels: swimming in liquid oblivion
I don't even.
I just realised I have uncomplete sentences in both my posts this morning. Oh well. I had a really nice day today :) Although the words still stuck in my throat and I'm not ready to well, be all out there. Weird how my brain is wired, I let go of the most absurd things but withhold the simplest. When will I un-strange?
Labels: deep deep dissolution
Looking away.
You think you're done with them, but the next moment your insecurities come knocking like an old friend, fucking up whatever healing you thought you'd accomplished.
Labels: too good to be trusted
What should I do with my mediocre talent? There's so much awesome averageness inside of me waiting to
I wish we ran in different circles.
Then I wouldn't be so ridiculously amazed at how loathesome you are.
20 February 2010
The words would never show the you I've come to know.
And one by one the stars would all go out
Then you and I
Would simply fly
Away.
Hold on to whatever you find, baby.
Who do you love?
Me or the thought of me?
Hold on to whatever will get you through.
Me or the thought of me?
Hold on to whatever will get you through.
Labels: I don't trust myself
19 February 2010
18 February 2010
What hurts the most?
My quiet 18th birthday last year. Straight hair, straightforward. But things go in circles, and once you start you can't stop.
Labels: no beginning, no end
Midnight streetlight, pressure overdrive.
I'm being a grouch cause I'm missing jb and there's no way to contact him.
I'm gonna go eat my chocolate cake now.
That is all.
I'm gonna go eat my chocolate cake now.
That is all.
Labels: because the work never ends
17 February 2010
Black & Gold
I'm not indecisive. I'm just waiting for the right moment. My mind's already made up, even if I pretend it isn't. I'm just waiting for the right moment.
Labels: indefatigible
15 February 2010
14 February 2010
I think I'll name my first daughter Collie.
On a random note, did you know that names like Shirley, Beverly, Kim, and Ashley all orginated as boy names?
On a random note, did you know that names like Shirley, Beverly, Kim, and Ashley all orginated as boy names?
13 February 2010
Sleeping my troubles away.
If you won't, I won't either.
Cowardice, or fear.
Whichever you prefer.
I'm all of it, none of it,
Failing when the fight's near.
Cowardice, or fear.
Whichever you prefer.
I'm all of it, none of it,
Failing when the fight's near.
12 February 2010
11 February 2010
Straining under the weight of our expectations.
But it's okay. We just need to step back and gives ourselves some room to breathe. No stress, no worries.
Labels: the present is a gift
09 February 2010
Today I found out that JB does an 8ish minute 2.4km, a set of 23 for pull-ups, and a 2.9m standing broad jump for napfa.
I am deeply unsettled. And undeniably turned on.
I am deeply unsettled. And undeniably turned on.
08 February 2010
07 February 2010
But this time it's different.
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else, but you.
Labels: speechless reachless
It's a new day!
Though the week's almost over.
There's a beauty in the return of light,
after each hollow night.
Chinese New year is almost upon us. What you gotta say bout that?
There's a beauty in the return of light,
after each hollow night.
Chinese New year is almost upon us. What you gotta say bout that?
Labels: traitor to both sides
06 February 2010
"I’ve made mistakes in my life. I’ve let people take advantage of me, and I accepted way less than I deserve. But, I’ve learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry, I’ll know better next time and I won’t settle for anything less than I deserve."
Love comes when the manipulation stops.
What should bother you the most, is someone walking into your life knowing they won't stay.
Labels: why are you here
The planet's talking bout a revolution.
I keep thInking the worst when I haven't even tried. I'll never be the one.
Labels: phobia immobillia
A firecracker on my table top.
What do you think of when you look at me, if you look at me at all. I know it makes you uncomfortable somewhere in your weak areas, that I'm not what you thought I was. And what would you say to me, if you spoke to me at all. The words you imagined yourself using would somehow stick in your throat, and you'd choke. Choke from all your shallow judgements, unecessary opinions, battles not yours to fight. It will kill you, if it kills at all.
If it doesn't, well, my hands won't be dirtied by you. If they can be dirtied at all.
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I'm just a menace misinterpreted, only human. I'm only human. I'm over-thinking thoughts but I'm only human, made of flesh, made of sand, made of human.
If it doesn't, well, my hands won't be dirtied by you. If they can be dirtied at all.
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I'm just a menace misinterpreted, only human. I'm only human. I'm over-thinking thoughts but I'm only human, made of flesh, made of sand, made of human.
Labels: And yes I keep pavin' over paradise, but I'm only human
01 February 2010
The most important thing not withstanding,
bad jokes are forever :)
So I haven't been posting much. Let's do a small recap. Saturday I went back to VJ for training with JB as usual, then I went cycling with the girls.. Which I'm still recovering from. I don't think I'll survive nightcycling with the classmates even if I went. This butt is just not built for bike sadles. Mmm sunday I met Boon Yew to catch up, then I watched Avatar AGAIN, because the mum insisted. Someone should come up with a line of clothing inspired by the navi. I would totally jump on that bandwagon. Hey, just a thought. I mean, Naturi's wardrobe changes were really something.
Anyway happy birthday kev :):)
So I haven't been posting much. Let's do a small recap. Saturday I went back to VJ for training with JB as usual, then I went cycling with the girls.. Which I'm still recovering from. I don't think I'll survive nightcycling with the classmates even if I went. This butt is just not built for bike sadles. Mmm sunday I met Boon Yew to catch up, then I watched Avatar AGAIN, because the mum insisted. Someone should come up with a line of clothing inspired by the navi. I would totally jump on that bandwagon. Hey, just a thought. I mean, Naturi's wardrobe changes were really something.
Anyway happy birthday kev :):)
Labels: cause you know, special things you keep safe in your heart