Breathing quickens, heart races, blood boils. Oh now you'll find out what it means to piss me off.

Pathetic that I'm using a virtual diary as an outlet to all this unspent anger welling in my head. But, such is life.
No matter what you told me, or didn't tell me, she was there. She always will be there. Even if you're fighting it, even if this isn't what you planned, this is how it'll be for a really long time. She'll always be leeching onto every pulse your heart makes. Like a parasite that eats away at what we could possibly have. Of course I won't take it. I deserve a someone who's wholly mine.
And here I was thinking you were almost done.

I'll smile for you, think of you, but my heart is cold.