Moments when your heart stops

Oh yeah. I'm gonna be at netball farewell chalet til wednesday. I have to PACK MY BAG AGAIN. Dang i hate packing. Been packing ALOT lately.

Anyway i was thinking. You know that person who you're trying to reach out to? You know the one. Everybody has one.. Or at least HAD one. You constantly feel like you're a really small ingsignificant part of his/her life and you're desperately trying to do more to get closer to him/her without looking desperate. Sometimes you wanna give up, than other times he/she looks at you and you feel its all worth it. Well most of the time it just sucks, because you KNOW that you are indeed a really small insignificant part of his/her life. And well, there's no escaping it, you are. It sucks to be helpless that way, i know. This person is out of your league, out of reach, or at least you feel that he/she is. Point is, given the chance, i don't ever want to be that person. Not to anyone. From here on i'm gonna make sure everyone feels appreciated. I'm never leaving things unsaid and i'm gonna try to give time to everyone.