back to basics

dearest blog,
things tend to get so complicated don't they? maybe i'm just making things difficult for myself, i have a knack of doing that. sometimes i wish i could just relax for a bit, and let down my guard. and it seems that i have a habit of denying my dreams. big dreams that i have. maybe i'm afraid of failure? or embarrasment? but its definitely time to admit that i do want to achieve something. and let the world know i desire.. just like everyone else. it seems like a big step doesn't it? perhaps it its. but we all have to start somewhere. and i'll start with you. slowly but surely, i think things will get much simpler:)
love, therese